nobody i think reads this. but if you do, i might might might switch over to livejournal so i can be cool like every one else. it is pretty cool that they can do comments and stuff. none of that here. if i do, rest assured i will try to keep it simply nogginj so youll be able to migrate as seamlessly as possible.

now on to my blog!

i miss carly. she's goin through alot and the most help i can give is a staticy cell phone conversation and maybe an email. sometimes i dont think those even do much at all.
truth is i really am starting to feel like a burden to her. things i say seem to be forgotten quickly or simply not needed. it kind of sucks to feel like im there for her while she is consistently passing me by. maybe i'm just kind of a leftover from a time that, for me at least, seems like a dream.
but it wasnt, it isnt. its real. ill never ever forget that and never stop appreciating that. i know what i got and ive seen enough to know its damn near the best thing ive ever been so lucky to have.
maybe my luck is up. i spoke to soon? tried to hard? i dont know. but it sucks and im drifting away.

currently jammin: weekend players - best days of our lives (dig the mr. scruff sample)